myday''26 JUN

today i wake up at 5
din't hav a nice sleep
the day was raining
juz let me feel that the sky noe wat i feel...
mum yst go to granpa house ady
and we suppose to go after sch today

but
we all dun feel lik going sch
outside was raining and thunder strike
so me and my 2 sister all dun hav go to sch
long time dun hav rain ady and today rain so 'big'
if it was't the thunder there,i properly will go out and stay inside the rain

keiJe u dun need to say sorry,it juz not ur fault
its juz my heart,my feeling,my brain that was fighting wif myself
sometimes i'm juz blur
i think that become bad can solve the problem so i become a super spoil kid last year
but wat i noe for this few day is that i'm wrong!!
bad cant solve my problem
i cant let out my problem in heart by juz simply doing bad stuff
i wanna to be a gud boy but it is juz like too hard for me to turn back
i dun noe wat i should do
and i'm getting confuse and i dun noe wat i was feeling and thinking ady
i'm going to solve this problem soon,very soon

and for now...
i'm going to my granpa funeral...
when i'm back i'll write about the momery with my loving,kind-hearted grandpa...